Welcome. I’m a mess masquerading as a well-adjusted woman. I live in a country that is not my own and I love it, but it’s difficult. I find it impossible to open up to people, but more than anything I just want to be understood and known. I am a contradiction. I am an INFJ. I need to express myself somehow.

So, I’m starting this anonymous blog, and I’m not telling anyone I know about it. Maybe no one will ever read it. That’s okay, in the end it’s really just for me and me alone. Who knows what exactly I’ll write here or how often, poetry, musings, rants. Maybe you’ll find this and be able to relate, or maybe you’ll think I’m pathetic. In the end it doesn’t really matter to me, I just know that I need this.

Just to clarify, this blog will probably make me seem overly angst. This is because I have no problem expressing my joy and happiness with others, it’s all the negative things I can’t seem to open up about, welcome to my personal therapy sessions.